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Take 2

In Journal Entry,Menu,Weigh In on July 28, 2010 by imgettinskinny Tagged: , , , , , , ,

So…I’m REALLY not a slacker.  Even though I haven’t written in about 2 months.  Life got crazy–as it always does–and I allowed it to get in the way of my fitness goals–as I always do.  So I’m trying it again.  I’m about a month into it, actually, so really I’ve only been “slacking” in writing about it for the last month.

I started “Take 2” a little heavier than my first attempt; not that I’m too terribly surprised.  My first weigh-in for this round was on June 19th and my weight was up to 170.  I didn’t “officially” weigh-in when I re-started my fitness program on June 29th; I just went with the 170. Then on July 6th, I joined a “Biggest Loser” challenge at my gym.  I had to pay $34 and all but $5 goes into the pot.  Everyone who participates pays the same amount and at the end of 12 weeks (September 28th–exactly 2 months from now!), the person with the largest percentage of pounds lost and the person with the largest percentage of inches lost will split the pot.  Way cool.  Each week, we meet for nutrition class and our weekly measurements & weigh-ins.  It is put on by a family that sells Herbalife.  I was very skeptical to try it out at first but my husband agreed to try it with me and so far (5 weeks into it), we both really like it.  My scale and the one at the gym are different (of course) so I have mostly been ignoring the number at the gym and sticking with my scale at home.  I don’t measure myself in inches at home so I trust the weekly gym measurements.  So far, I have lost 11 pounds and something like 12 (or more–I’m going on memory alone!) inches.  For the first time in my entire history of dieting, I am able to actually SEE the results of my work.  I’m trying really hard to get to the gym 5x/week but I’m not beating myself up over it if I don’t make it.  I even went on a small trip out of town and lost almost 3 pounds instead of gaining it!  That has never happened to me before!!  So I am feeling motivated and excited and truly believe that this is the last time.

I recently read the book “Skinny Bitch” and it did a number on me.  I have been an off-and-on vegetarian most of my adult life with about a year or so of being strictly vegan.  I’ve always sort of “believed in” that way of life–the vegan lifestyle–but found it very difficult to maintain.  I started adding eggs & fish to my vegetarian diet a couple years ago in an effort to increase my protein intake.  I don’t believe our bodies really NEED a ton of protein to survive, but I know that it is a very helpful component to successful weight loss and that is why I added it.  What I’m doing now with Herbalife requires me to meet the following daily requirements:

  • 100 grams of protein
  • no more than 1,199 calories
  • a minimum of 80 ounces of water

Now, as a vegetarian who eats some fish, it was very difficult for me to imagine eating 100 grams of protein a day and staying under 1,200 calories.  With Herbalife, they recommend replacing two meals with their specially designed protein shakes made of whey protein that comes from soy isolates.  They are PACKED with vitamins & minerals while keeping a low calorie count & a high protein count.  When combined with a cup of skim milk, a basic shake is only 170 calories and 18 grams of protein.  I usually add some extra protein, fruit, and various other ingredients to change up the flavors.  Because of my husband’s funky schedule, we wake up late and go to bed late which also causes us to eat pretty late.  We still snack in between, but our normal schedule has been looking a bit like this:

Breakfast:  12:00 pm-ish

Snack:  3:00 pm-ish

Lunch:  6:00 pm-ish

Snack:  9:00 pm-ish

Dinner:  12:00 am-ish

Last week’s food journal looked like this:  Food Journal.072610

Here is an example of one of the shakes I made:  a chocolate banana shake.  I make them for two, but I’m only including the nutritional & quantity info for one:

  • 1/2 cup “Over the Moon” chocolate milk
  • 2 scoops French Vanilla Herbalife Nutritional Shake Mix
  • 1 scoop Herbalife Dutch Chocolate Protein Drink Mix
  • 1 scoop Herbalife Personalized Protein
  • 1/2 banana

TOTAL:  295 calories, 27g protein

So, getting back to “Skinny Bitch”, I was really angry when I read it for a number of reasons.  One of the reasons was that I like that I’m finally in a routine that seems to be working for me and the last thing I want to do is switch to something else.  The other reason was that I agree with EVERYTHING they say in that book (and have for a long time) and almost ALL of it goes against this routine I have right now.  I read the book in one day–mostly because I was so riveted and convicted that I couldn’t put it down.  When I was done reading it, I had laughed out loud, sobbed, and made the decision I need to resume the vegan lifestyle.  When my husband came home from work we discussed it at length and he is totally onboard but thinks that we should use this time and this current routine to “get me skinny” and then slowly (he really emphasized slowly…) make the switch to an all-organic, strictly vegan diet.

We currently have a shake for breakfast, a salad for lunch, and a shake for dinner.  So, when the time comes, we probably will start by swapping our morning shake for an all-natural fruit smoothie and begin cutting the dairy out of the rest of our diet.  Dairy will be the hardest.  We can easily swap the piece of fish we’ve been throwing on top of our salad for an all-natural veggie burger.  In fact, we both usually prefer it that way anyway but the fish is higher in protein…blah, blah, blah.  Our next step will probably be switching to healthier, all-natural salad dressing and other condiments instead of the “light ranch” variety we are currently enjoying.  Also, adding things like nuts, seeds, lentils, and beans bit by bit.  Since our evening shake has been so extremely convenient, I imagine it will be the last to go.  I could be wrong, though–we may decide after cutting our morning one that cutting our evening one is just as easy.

The biggest problem I had with the all-vegan thing previously was that I still was consuming monstrous portions and I was allowing myself to eat as much pasta, rice, potatoes, and whole grains as I wanted.  In the beginning, I lost a bunch of weight but I think it is because we were eating meat right before we switched to vegan (for a brief 2 years in the middle of vegetarianism I returned to eating meat).  I think I compensated for the lack of a “focal point” in our meals by increasing the portions.  And they were ridiculously out of control; my husband and I could split an entire box (1 pound) of pasta in one sitting.  So, of course, when I went back to just being a vegetarian, my portions were still WAY outta whack.   The reason we switched to vegetarianism when we did was that we were on the road for 3 weeks in a row–constantly eating fast food.  It was too difficult to stay vegan when most of the time the only thing we could eat was an order of fries.  And of course, since that was all we could eat, didn’t we eat WAY more of them than we needed.  Another thing I did at the time that I thought was smart & helpful, etc., but that I think turned out to be highly detrimental was that I would take my favorite Food Network recipes (usually a far cry from healthy) and I would modify the ingredients so I was eating the vegan version of them.  I could probably publish an entire gourmet vegan cookbook from the recipes I invented and modified to my own version, I have so many.

In January of this year, I started with a trainer and switched to a program of eating about every 3 hours and keeping my calories under 1,200.  But I was usually just eating a bunch of diet junk food like 100-calorie packs of Oreos or Cheez-Its and high fiber (and high fructose corn syrup-packed) cereal bars and low calorie (and high aspartame) yogurts.  Oh, and Coke Zero.  So I wasn’t really getting in a lot of food that was good for me.   I’m proud of myself that I’ve been eating a salad every day for lunch–pretty much since we arrived here for my husband’s job.  I’m also thankful that I’ve been enjoying it so much!!!  Currently, my meals & snacks (outside of my shakes) consist mostly of fruits, vegetables, Chobani yogurt (oh my gosh–it’s a MUST-TRY!!!), almonds, veggie “meats”, Laughing Cow cheese, and lean fish.  And nothing to drink but water (a bunch!!) and an Herbalife herbal tea.  So I can see progress in my eating patterns over the last five years.  I see a shift from eating “what I CAN” to eating “what is GOOD for my body” and I think that is a huge difference that will help make this transition much easier.  I also think that my husband’s suggestion of really easing into it rather than just switching one day will make it go much more smoothly.  I can’t be thankful enough that my husband is as supportive as he is and as willing as he is to go along with my constant changing of our eating habits.  I’m also thankful that with regard to the vegan lifestyle in particular, he isn’t merely “going along with it”.  He firmly believes it is what is best for us.  So that helps tremendously.

I will try to remember next week (Tuesday) to write down the results of my weigh-in/measurements so I can post them.  My goal this week is to lose 2 pounds and at least 3 inches.  Last week I lost 3 inches (total) just in my abs & hips.  Woo-hoo!  Keep it coming!!!   I keep hearing “slow & steady wins the race”.  I’m not even in it for the money, really; I just want to be skinny!!!

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Day 1–Let the Fun Begin

In Journal Entry,Menu,Weigh In,Workout on May 19, 2010 by imgettinskinny Tagged: , , , , , , , ,

I woke up this morning with a cough.  As frustrated as I was about that, I didn’t let it stop me from exercising.  I may not have pushed myself as hard as I could have, but this is the first day back after a couple of months off.  I was trading services with a personal trainer but the last time we met was early April because our schedules got so out of control.  She is amazing and has taught me a lot.  My hope is that I retained enough in my time with her to be able to work out effectively while I’m out in the desert.

My trainer suggested that I eat small portions every 2-3 hours and keep it around 1,200 calories.  Believe it or not, I usually have to remind myself to eat–I get so caught up in what I’m doing that I forget to eat and don’t even notice how much time has passed.  For that reason, writing it down helps me.  I used to have a real problem with writing a food journal.  I used to either lie about what/when/how much I ate or I would be so intimidated by having to write  it down that I would modify my behavior so I wouldn’t have to lie.  But my trainer insisted on me being honest about it so I wrote everything down–even the “bad” stuff.  The other thing she suggested was that I drink a glass of water prior to every meal or snack and take a sip of water between each bite to cleanse my palate.  I’ve always heard to put the fork down between bites, but doing it for the purpose of cleansing the palate so I can enjoy the next bite as much as the last gave me extra motivation to put down my fork.  I did okay with the two water rules today–sometimes I forget to drink a glass before I eat.

I didn’t want to eat past about 10:00 pm but my schedule didn’t really allow for that today.  My husband works late and it’s hard to discipline myself to go to bed before he gets home.  So I stayed up.

Below I’ve listed my food journal, my workout, and my least favorite item:  measurements & photos.

MENU

BREAKFAST  8:30 am, 402 calories:  1/2 cup Egg Beaters w/ 1 wedge light Laughing Cow cheese and 2 veggie sausages, 1 English Muffin w/ 1/2 cup fat free cottage cheese and 8 raspberries, 1 cup coffee with 1/4 c. skim milk

SNACK  11:30 AM, 83 calories:  1 tangelo & 1 wheel Babybel cheese

LUNCH  2:30 PM, 234 calories:  1/2 Asian Salad Kit with baby shrimp, 1 small gala apple

SNACK  6:40 pm, 120 calories:  1 pkg blueberry Fruit ‘n Yogurt snacks, small G2 drink

DINNER 10:oo pm, 303 calories:  1 1/2 cups Hungry Girl mac-n-cheese

DESSERT 11:00 PM, 12o calories:  vanilla Chobani Greek yogurt

TOTAL CALORIES:  1,262

EXERCISE

I did sort of a mini-workout today but it was my first day and I was nervous about overdoing it with my cough.  Here’s what I did:

  1. ran 1/2 mile outside
  2. 1 min. squats
  3. 1 min. jumping jacks
  4. 1 min. crunches
  5. 1 min. bridges
  6. 1/2 min. plank
  7. 1 min. Russian twists
  8. 1/2 min. plank
  9. 1 min. kneeling leg lifts (right side)
  10. 1 min. kneeling leg lifts (left side)

The whole thing only took about 20 minutes but I was sweating and my heart was racing.

WEIGH IN

As promised (ugh…) here are my before shots & my starting weight.

STARTING WEIGHT:  167.2         SIZE:  14

BEFORE SHOTS:

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Back...yikes

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A Quarter of a Century of Hunger

In Journal Entry on May 18, 2010 by imgettinskinny Tagged: , , , , , , , ,

To quote Julia Roberts’ character (Anna Scott) in the movie, Notting Hill, “I have been on a diet every day since I was nineteen, which basically means I’ve been hungry for a decade.”  Only in my case it’s every day since I was nine–bringing me to a quarter of a century of hunger.  The major difference between my life of dieting and the one of the fictional Anna Scott is that hers actually produced a skinny person.

For 2 brief years of my adult life I actually was a skinny person.  And I look back on that time of my life with rose-colored glasses–as the only time I was truly happy.  Sad, really, that I believe that; because I know that those two years were filled with some of the worst times in my life.  Like so many overweight women, I’ve tried just about every diet out there.  And unlike some overweight women, I don’t believe it’s the diets that fail–I know full well that it is ME that fails.  I even know it when I’m in the moment of failing.  What I haven’t been able to clearly identify is WHY I fail, much less the ever-elusive HOW to NOT fail again.  As for diets themselves, I really don’t believe there is any “secret” or prescription or shortcut for losing weight or that any combination of foods or whatever has any sort of magical power.  I think success at weight loss comes from two things:  1) developing a healthy relationship with eating, and 2) sucking it up and doing it the old fashioned way through eating less and moving more.  My problem:  I have no real desire to do either one of those things.  I just want to cut to the chase and be skinny.

My husband just took a contract position out in the desert in another time zone and away from everyone we know and we’re gonna be here awhile.  There’s not a whole lot for me to do while we’re here so instead of going through Julia Child’s cook book and blogging about the amazing and tasty recipes, I decided this might be a good time for me to focus on getting skinny once and for all.  I’m not a huge fan of looking at myself or being honest about my weight, dress size, and awful eating habits but my husband suggested that blogging about it might be really good accountability for me.  My mom (who also shares this struggle with weight but has been succeeding at it now for awhile) said it is really bold of me to do this.  I agree.  Maybe bold is what I need–I haven’t tried that yet.

So here’s the deal.  Today is May 18th, 2010.  We’re gonna be here till some time in October so that gives me about 5 months to get my act together and shed some of this excess baggage.  My goal is to be a size 6.  I don’t know if I should give myself a deadline or not.  I’ve heard that deadlines with weight loss can be good motivation and that they can also have the opposite effect.  So I guess with both sides of that fence covered, I just have to decide.  So, okay, I’ll decide that I’d like to be a size 6 by the time we leave the desert.

Okay, I literally just walked into the kitchen to look for something to eat–so is that the intimidation of all the work ahead of me speaking or is it really dinner time already?

I’m going to make a plan of some sort and I will try to commit to writing about this every day.  I’m going to be brutally honest about my weight, my size, what I’m eating, how (if) I’m exercising, and all the accompanying thoughts & feelings surrounding all of that.  If you are reading this… don’t let me give up.  Harrass me if you have to–I’m serious this time.

But in the spirit of the procrastinator I am, I am not going to start today.  It’s already 8:15 pm and I am getting over a sinus infection.  I’m hoping to feel well enough tomorrow to get up before the desert heat starts and go for a run.  If I wimp out on running, I at least hope to get in a good power walk.  I start rehearsal for a show on Monday so I have a whole score of music to learn–that should keep me occupied while I run/power walk.

Stay tuned for the embarrassing “before” shots & measurements.